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.Sunday, November 4, 2007 @ 11/04/2007 11:25:00 PM Y

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why do u have to hurt me with ur words?
most of the things tt come out frm ur mouth is poison.
it stings me like a bee.
n breaks my heart into pieces.

do u even care abt me anymore like u use to before?
im heavily broken. becos of u.
im drowning in ur love n im screaming for some air.

u said tt i shldnt depend on my parents anymore n tt im the one who knows abt myself more than other people.
i still have parents tt still care abt my well-being.
why should i keep them in the dark abt my life?
i cant pretend tt they don exist in my life.
they are still the ppl who brought me up all this years.

im drifting away frm u.
n at this point, ure nowhere to be found.
i feel like im talking to another person.
he whom i use to know n love is gone.

many thoughts run thru my mind.
n to be honest, i feel like ending my life.
im losing grip of my life.
i feel im a victim of suicidal thoughts.

dammit. this sucks.

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